CL RETREAT ROCKS! (:

I MISS PLAYING CAPTAINS BALL BADLY. I THINK IM CURRENTLY ADDICTED TO SPORTS OR SOMETHING. I WANNA GO RUNNING; I WANNA GO PLAY CAPTAINS BALL; I WANT BASKETBALL I WANT TO PLAY SPORTS BADLY):

got to know some of the other CL's from other districts ystd. like jiawan from West(:
yeah i enjoyed myself though i was a bit zonked out during the early part of the morning.
i wanna go CL RETREAT AGAIN!
this time i'll take someone along! (:

i find that i didn't treasure yesterday's retreat enough.):
but through ystd ; managed to build relationships with the other CLs.
yes thank God i went! (:

left at around 6 plus in the morning. reached home, slept at 7.07am. slept all the way to 3. joelyn came one minute after i got out of the shower. HAHA. ( i bathed only after i slept. stinky stinky :D ) we did history project for 5 HOURS! goodness. we're happy with it although its rather plain. but oh wells, effort (:
took bus 81 with joelyn, talked. she's nice nice (:


i felt super emo. im dead serious i felt super emo ever since i woke up from my sleep. personal reason =x
then went out to meet my sheep; collected back my physics bk from her. went to eat. after that went to do my mindmap. until 11 plus. then went to wait for bus.
sms and encouraged;and i felt better somehow.
something has to be done if you realise that you're lacking in your spiritual life.

thank you God. i wanted to hear from you.and through praise and worship songs i believed
you did something to renew me. i feel much much better now.

there's gonna be restructuring soon. i really dont know the results yet. im just told to be prepared. haha. just like every restructuring im told to be prepared. however this time round i think its going to be quite major for me. i dunno. i dun wanna make any assumptions. i'm still in the process of preparing myself. this retructure will be the first that concerns me pretty much i guess,compared to the rest of the restructures.

nonetheless, restructure is for growth. im excited for the results. wonder when it'll be out.. heh.
i will go where God leads me. its not easy walking out of your comfort zone. you seem to fall in and out unconsistenly. and many a time, we're tempted to stay happy where we are, which most of the time;is dwelling in problems,refusing to walk out of them and move on. but then again i've decided to stay positive in God and move on. Challenges will surely come but i trust God. i trust God will do something in every situation even though they seem hopeless. this really keeps me going. (:

Saying sounds easy but it isnt easy at all. thats a fact. but it takes deliberate effort and going the extra mile to do accomplish something. (:

i still have undone homework. its going to be another hectic week i think. ahh.
but hey,
God wont give us problems beyond what we can bear. (:

alrights thats it for today.
jiayou people! (: